Thursday, November 15, 2007

Who am I and what have you done with Linda?

As each day passes, I feel like I'm losing a bit of who I am. I feel like my smiles have gone and that there is a dark cloud looming over my head. I know there have been a few times when I saw people close to me, and they lost the spark in their eyes. But that was different. That was because they were sick or sad or something. I feel like I have permanently lost that spark, and that it's not coming back. I know that this is temporary, but it surely does not feel that way right now. It is real, very real.

2 comments:

Keith, Suzan & Christopher Hallam said...

Linda,

You don't know me but my husband is Stage IV melanoma. When he was told they said he had 3 to 6 months to live. He has made it pass the 6 mont mark. He is on chemo and an expeimental treatment from the NCI. I can tell you that what you are feeling is very normal. Even the sife's or husbands go though this. You can some great support at www.mpip.org, then go to the bullentin board. Also, our blog address is http://www.kschallam.blogspot.com. I hope you will check both out. I have made such good friends and gotten some wonderful support from them.I will kep you in my prayers and thoughts.

Suzan Hallam (wife of Keith, Stage IV melanoma(

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