Thursday, October 23, 2008

Just When You Think It Can't Get Any Worse

Last night I got a call from Dr. Gailani down in Riverside. He already received a copy of my scans from Tuesday and they were not good. The treatments have not stopped the cancer from spreading. So I will not be going down there next week. I guess the plus is that I didn't do the absentee vote on time, so now I can go and vote on November 4! I was worried that I was going to be in the hospital, and that both Sab & I were going to miss out on voting. Our votes count.

The last few days I have noticed a drastic decrease in appetite. I went to lunch with my dad yesterday, yes I was able to go, and couldn't eat much. I had about 1/2 of my side salad, and about 4 bites of my sandwich. I couldn't force another bite down if I wanted to. Same with lunch today. Sab & I had sandwiches, and I had to force myself to eat 4 bites. I hope my appetite gets better soon. For about 2 weeks I've also noticed my lack of strength. I try to get out as much as I can, which isn't often, but it's still hard. My legs, arms, stomach and back feel like there is no muscle left in them. Sebastian might get me some small dumbbells just to help me rebuild my strength. I still have my gym membership, but I doubt that have 2 lbs there :)

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear that the treatment is being stopped. Call when your up to it. I am still praying and hoping for a miracle in all things he exist, even when we have no idea as to his plans.I love you so much and miss you more then you know. I will say a prayer for Sab, Reanna and your mom and our dad too. Stay strong he is with you always. Your greatest fan and big sister,Maria

Anonymous said...

Linda,
I have been following your blog from Reno, NV and you are in my prayers nightly. I look forward to hearing what the doctors have up their sleeves so that you can kick this cancer's a*^! Keep the faith and stay strong. You are an inspiration.
Brenda

Anonymous said...

Linda,
We just don't know what to say ... Jim and I have long admired your strength and spirit, but we cannot imagine what this has truly been like - through your eyes and heart. Each night, we pray for your health. We pray for Reanna and those you love, and we pray that tomorrow will be a better day for you. Please know that we care and are walking your journey with you. Always, Jim, Marilyn, Ben and Family

Anonymous said...

Linda,
Keep your spirit up - your mind is a very powerful thing. Sounds like you have a wonderful family who loves you very much :)
Stephanie
Washington State

Anonymous said...

Well CRAP. That's not the news we were hoping for.

If you are still dealing with body aches, please consider using this to rub on: http://www.dmso.com/ I know someone who used it and it worked wonders. Of course, rubbed with your mom's touch will help :)

Kate and Bryan in Pa